Reminiscing my lost soul
Hi bloggy, I miss you damn much. But well, nak tulis blog ni memang memerlukan some quiet time, feeling, the setting mode and many more.Here we go, aku sekarang melanjutkan pengajian di Universiti Malaysia Terengganu dalam bidang yang sama. Actually aku takda perasaan pun nak sambung, well I, myself tak tahu apa yang aku nak, apa yang aku kejar dan aim. Aku bukanlah a bright student macam kakak aku yang lain. Lowkey, aku buntu aku ... I can't even describe my own mental state lol. I'm not looking for some love or whatsoever anymore, I already left my own feeling a long ago. I got tired of life, I'm restless. I don't know why. Sometimes, I just feel like I want to be alone and alone for a long time. I don't want to talk, I'm tired. Don't ask for my help anymore, I'm exhausted. Nowdays, I keep dreaming about her. She's my bestfriend that I always proud of her, she is almost like my own soul for really long period. But now she is gone, maybe I doesn'